Waking up in an emotional state is never a good thing especially when the weather is gloomy and moody. I have so many odd dreams recently which made me feel uneasy and disturbed. I keep having this very weird feeling. It's as if I was being punished the death sentence and the day to the execution is nearer as each day passes by.

Everyone seeing me laughing and smiling and that I am in a good mood everyday but can they tell what I am really feeling?